HEHE, i'm blogging again! Well i guess i better blog now so that i'll hopefully blog less later.

Today was a band day, supposed to have sectionals in the morning with nigel but he came one and a half hours late! ah well, not his fault la, he must have been really tired.


The e flat clar player today suddenly said he doesnt wanna play e flat anymore, as in he cant play it anymore. He was begging me to take over. Obviously i wont say yes. i so not going to touch the e flat anymore. I'm not going to learn the whole entire piece again u know. I just refuse to. Let me repeat myself again. I'm not superwoman. One week i'm being transferred to first clar and less than a week later, i might be transferred to e flat clar. So annoying! I will will will reject that so kind offer of playing the eflat. All the notes all out of my working range lor. Maybe if i'm able to play like kenneth or zuan fa i will most probably consider, but obviously i cant so i wont even consider now. I'm angry ah, i'm not some spare tyre u can kick around u know. Please understand that.
Nigel " xinling can u help him please? there is a need for a back up if he really cannot play lehz."

my sl was like " xinling can try not?"

the e flat player was like" please please please please? i really cannot play"

Please, i really cannot cannot cannot cannot. There is this super long phase full of running notes in the score that i think i wont be able to play properly even if u give me a year!
Plus, majority of the notes there are super super high, even if i want to i cant reach them, somehow if just doesnt come out right. so ya, e flat clar is not for me.
Dont ask me to play anymore, i really wont be able to make it. Hopefully the e flat player will be feeling better next week then he wont be thinking of not playing it anymore. Spare me the agony.



okok.. back to random blogging time. I realised the guys in my class can tell me random stuff about my image la...... so weird can?

Jun jie can tell me my clothes dont match my shoes and my bag.

Graham can tell me my fringe is too long.

Jun jie will bug me to use a comb to tie my hair when i'm too lazy to use a comb. He will repeat tt sentence until i finally take my comb out. can u believe it?

Jun jie can tell me i'm fat and not eat too much.

ian, jun jie and graham can say" xinling, if u out run me, i'll come in first for u for road run" geez.... obviously know i cant outrun them la.. haha

anyway, i was writing my name one day when i realised my letter X very ugly la. i just somehow cant make it look very nice. SO i was writing my name over and over again on a piece of paper and complaining that my X very ugly. U know what graham said? he said " ya, ur X very ugly thats why u broke up with him right? " i was like HUH???? what are u talking about? haha.. he had to repeat it like 3 times before i finally got it. haha.. in case u were wondering. he meant" ya, ur ex*boyfriend* very ugly thats why u broke up with him right?" haha.. i wonder how graham can think of this kinda stuff in such a short period of time. He's so witty.


haha.. so yes, the randoms in my life. Thats my lovely class for u!
i miss my galfriend. I think she is still in malaysia. so long never talk to her already!! haha.. actually only one week la. hope she is having fun in malaysia. whenever there is a holiday break, she is always going back to malaysia. Lucky girl la, grandparents all in malaysia, can always go back and eat good food. haha.


okok. enough of slacking, need to return to my thermochemistry. I love that topic! maybe because i can understand and do it properly! haha. okok.. chemistry is such a lovely topic * including organic chemistry* except that i cant do it very well just yet.
Speaking of that, i actually like all the subjects i take. i should have just taken bio as well. Max out my units and take triple science. Such a good combi u know., but i think i'll just die from all the stress then. haha ohh well..

okok.. no band tmr!! tmr is going to be such a good good day!


ahaha.. ok good bye for now! see u soon! =)

I cant wait for my brother to come back to singapore somehow =)