No more auditions for me plz........

Went for VJ audition today, wasnt too bad, guess it was......... ok? haha.. dunno lah... dont wanna go for anymore auditions... they are driving me totally nuts.. couldn't sleep last night cause of tt lor.. woke up in the morning feeling really really tired.... tried very very very hard to pay attention during physics lesson.. but just felt like sleeping on the whole. Hope tonight can get a good sleep.
hahaha... ohh yah.. the vj conductor... wahaha.. he cant speak english... he is a chinese man.... *dang*.. wonder how he takes the band with non-chinese ppl inside,.. hahaha.. need translator siaz..... damn funny ah... then flo dont understand what he was telling her.. hahaha.. cartoon ah....

whats it with new clarinets and jc schools... both tj and vj got new clarinets lor... both times i got audition.. they let me use new clarinets.. at tj.. they let me use new prestige b flat clar, then at vj they let me use new RC e flat clar... lucky ppl...

I'm sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo going to suffer from depression..................................................................................................................... i feel like crying....................................................................................................................

Even ice cream and chocolates wont help this time.... went to kfc with flo... they dont sell ice cream liao ah.. then i was too lazy to go back to mac to get one......... then ate chocolates... but then... guess it wasnt sweet enough.........maybe i just wasn't in the mood..............................................................................

I need to return clarinet le... i dont want!!!!!!!!! i still want my clar.. i took sooooooo good care of it for the past year lor... got feelings le ah... can i dont give back????????????

i wanna go sleep early.. stop thinking about some stuff... i need to sleep. Tomorrow will be a better day cause its kris's and mei lan's birthday!!!!! lucky to have someone who has the same birthday as u....welll ..... i got... hmm... geraldine......exactly the same day.... but diff year... and i'm not very close to her la... yah...... i got... hmm... xingwen!!!!!! haha.. but not exactly on the same day too...darnz........hahaha... nevermind..


well.. kinda thought about some songs... u know pop songs....i kinda went to put them into some catagory of my own...................

• There are songs tt are really nice.. makes ppl feel better.. those are " feel good songs"
• Then there are the really slow and steady types.. which kinda brings u to sleep, those are called " go sleep songs"
• Then there are those about love and crap... those are called " love songs" like duh la.. hahah..

• Then u have those really emo emo songs.. well. those.. i really dont like .. . therefore.. i call them " break- up songs" hahaha......they really do sound like break up songs.. those tt u hear over and over again.. while u have a heartache or something close to it.. hahaha...
• Then u have those like.. screaming and shouting kinda songs.. those are called " vent anger songs"
• Then u have those really nice and motivational songs... those are called " inspiring songs" kinda goes under the feel good types.. hahaha...........

*dang* i like very lame lehz.. do this kinda song study and analysis... haha.. too much time and too much music.. hahaha...


i wanna go sleep...........................























































Good night then.........................sweet dreams!!!!!!!!!!!!! take lotsa care and drink lotsa water.. avoid all forms of chocolates .............................and give them to me.... thank you.................HAHAHAHAH!!!!!!!!!!!