6/05/2005

haha.. okiez.. today i had my chinese paper 2.. well its was quite difficult.. i repeat.. it was QuItE DIFFICULT.. hahaha.. yup.. shoot... i see this moth flying all over the room.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! i hate bugs...

After exams... went to buy mother's day present.. * aahhhhhhh the moth just landed on me and i started screaming my head off...*back to my story... yes yes.. went to bedok.. then eat lunch.. ate some noodle thing.. then went to buy me FLOWERS!!!!!! * plz plz moth dont come and find me again*
then walk to the market area.. hahha.. we were going "florence where is the florist?" hahaha.. the florence pissed.. then she went " pinyi where is the ping pong ball?" hahahah..
Then we finally reached the market ah.. then i saw my flowers.. haahh,.. i bought 5 roses.. i red one for my mom.. 1 pink one for my aunt.. another yellow one for my another aunt.. then another white with pink rose for my another another aunt.. ahhah.. then i bought a BLUE rose for myself.. hahaa.. like why the hell did i do that?? cause the blue rose is like damn nice can.. so preetttyyy....* ahhhhhhhh... the moth just landed on me again****** ohh yah " corne... i'm not deprived" hahahha.. yes and i'm drying the blue rose at home.. haha.. like pay 80 cents just to dry the rose.. ahhaha who cares.. ahhaha nice flowers are meant to be dried..


okok.. so yah.. afetr buying the roses we went home.............

*after reaching home *
Here i am blogging!!!!!!!

i think i should go kill myself.. i accidentally dropped my mouthpiece on the floor today.. twice somemore..imagine having a heart attack twice.. like phew.. never break..i'm wierd.. then first thing tt came to my mind after dropping it was... ": thank goodness it wasnt a crystal mouth piece" dunno why i suddenly thought tt way..but i did...ohh well..

i miss so many things.. like now.. theres not more band and all.. so life is back to my normal routine of studying... and i feel very very empty.. like got something missing like tt.. maybe i'm still not use to life without band.. ahhhhhhhh..

First of all.. i miss my brother.. i wonder what he is doing in london.. but i know he is good.. got gf there to pei him every single day can..
Then i miss my e flat.. so long never play le.. wonder how is it in the storeroom.. maybe should go bring it home.. but then if bring home lazy to bring back le... hahah
Next.. i miss band.. i miss my section.. like no more band then like hardly talk and see some people.. i miss my section!!!!!!!!!!!! i miss everybody.. like... everybody.. hahah.. today see elaine, shu han, benny and wei chao like so happy can.. saw corne and vic yesterday.. so happy also..then randomly see gary sometimes.. like hardly see yi xiong.. shangeetha and joan..
i miss sitting next to benny and aiysha!!!!!!!!!!!! can u believe it??? hahahha.. yes i miss sitting next to them..



Moving on.. heard we playing for esplanade and fiesta in the park.... guess what???????i think i cant play............ only my mom knows abou the fiesta in the park.. then my aunt knows about both... she gave me talk about knowing my priorities in life.. its about time i step down from band.. enough of band and all.. must focus and blar blar.. she told me to make a choice between band and my studies.. which is more important to me?? got band means surely my results will suffer alittle.. no band then my studies got more hope than usual... how ah???? i see whats i can do.. maybe if my mid years get good results then can play for either one of those performances lehz? haha.. hoping for miracle to happen..


ohh well going to go soon.. have tuiition tomorrow from 7.30 to 9.30 can.. deprive me of my night again.. but good also lah.. keep me at home.. then more productive during tuition.. ahha.. then maybe can see the interesting japanese cute girl again.. hahah.. i'm so fascinated by her.. she can be really rebellious and cute at the same time.. she can irritate ppl and make ppl love her more at the same time too.. she can raise her eyebrow giving tt flirtatious look and still manage to look confused..i wonder how she does it.. hahaha.. i sound like i'm so engrossed with her.. no i'm not lass k.. hahahaa.. i'm just fascinated by her..hahaha

okiez.. good bye for now..i'll be back next week again.. same time same day..byez